happy birthday EBF

today worked 9-530, didnt feel like working, but i dragged myself out of bed and headed to work. but it was cool, i slacked at the beginning of my shift, but did hellaaaaa make up work =) finished two of my charts, one late one, and did an early one to! woohooo. and the rest of the afternoon, fingerpainted! haha it was fun. after work headed to gina's surprise birthday thing, got there in time! haha thought i missed the surprise. all good if i did anyways, i was super early for her dinner last night at misakis haha, that was fun to, didnt drink much, had just a few shots of hot sake. hmmm, after gina's i headed to a family party, watched the boxing fight there, alot of ppl said it was boring, it was just slow for me, freaking mayweather hella toyed around withhim, then hella shit talking went down after, can't wait for manny to lay him out! he may be bigger, but manny is quicker! hmm and for some random reason i smell tortillas coming from outside lmao..later days

debt

sucks being in debt, especially in this economy. the timing can't be worst. i hate it. i always put others before me, before i worry about myself. but then now, i can't even support myself, and i feel bad, cuz i always help my mom, with bills and whatever, to the point where i'm in debt now, and its still not enough to cover our expenses. i dont work that often anymore cuz of school. and i know when i finish school i'll be way on my way in getting rid of my debt, but with less hours at work, i can't make enough to get through the months now..its getting too overwhelming..my needs and wants are getting more and more hard to be distinguised from one another..i know everyone sooner or later will have a taste of this awful economy, i'm just trying to figure out how to pull through, i have my friends and fam to support me in all my endeavors. not that i'm saying anyone has it easier than me, but with my dad being laid off for shiiit i dont even remember, been that long already, my mom supports this household of almost 10 heads, it sucks, i feel bad, so i step in with my paycheck to fill in , but then i dont have shit for me to have..i feel so bad asking my mom for 5bucks to buy lunch..cuz i need my last 20bucks to buy gas..FML..

on a lighter note, i've made the attempt to text my bestfriend the other day, didnt go as well as planned, but i was a step..i'm looking forward to patch everything up soon =) later days..

im hungry

i'm feeling for some pho and spring rolls with peanut sauce ;D

tumblr!?

wtf!? right? i was tired of not being in everyone's conversation haha.

two new crushes, one way younger than me, the other one year older..FML..

and still..i haven't tried to talk to my best, i plan too soon, wish me luck

later days

3 day weekend!!

yay, but i still have work all weekend, bleh! but i'm today so that's cool. today i'm just going to chill all day, cuz i gotta save up my energy for tonight! going out to the club again for september's session..gina's birthday celebration and much more of myother friends..gonna be a big event! i'm excited! well until then, later days

not so stressed

big change from my mood today compared to my mood yesterday, or even the whole last month compared to today hahah. seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeecret is why i'm such in a jolly mood =) ask and i shall tell..

so more and more coworkers have been telling me that i look like i'm gaining weight..to most they would be offended, but for me more of a compliment lol..been working out and taking this mass builder from gnc. so far so good. idk, just been really motivated to stop being my shrimpy self hahaha, but bottom line is, love me for who i am though right?? most if not all those who rejected me or whatever have been shallow =/ bad karma? though i dont think the only girl i turned down was when i was in 7th grade..that sooo doesn't count hahah..later days..