story of my life

what an interesting end of the week i had.. thursday told this girl how i felt, and yet again was turned down, and she told me to not feel akward when i'm around her..hmm how easy would that be? saturday went out on my date with spica =) i miss her..so we got to catch up as she was in town for the weekend..later that night we went to this party to, and i knew nichelle was going to be there and i was planning to patch up things between us and move forward..didnt go as planned, i left the party 30 minutes from getting there, i told spica i needed to talk to her in front of the house, and told i her had to leave..she understood why, as she seen how we were acting towards each other..silence speaks a 1000 words..so i drove home, on the brink of breaking down again, but f**k that i'm stronger than that, spica told as i left to keep my head up and stop crying, something simple, but coming from her is personal. but as i got home i realized, the fact that i acted like that made me think how much i care about my bestfriend..i'm not giving up, i'm determined to fix this..

on a lighter note, finally installed my foglights on my car..hella jdm status now haha! i kid you not when i'm driving down the road and another tuner car driving the opposite direction sees me, they turn around and stare as i pass by, im looking forward in my shades and use my peripheal vision ;D ohhhh and speaking of my car..on friday gina's brother in law wanted to race me..i was like what the heck, your car is hella fast..he drives a honda s2000..i was like ok we'll go for fun, cuz i like the adrenaline of going fast haha. so went off holman rd going northbound from morada..and at the stop lights we went..he was suppose to givee me two car lenghts, but he went when i went! haha what a cheater..so as we both peeled out, i look to my left as his tires were smoking..i was like daammnn sexy as car haha..and next thing you know, i no longer see him! haha i hella beat him..he mis shifted..haha like i told yoshi who was with me..i dont care if your car is faster then mines, if you dont know how to drive/race then i wil beat you ;D a win is a win..i felt good i just smoked an s2k! later days