yesterday was my grandpa's funeral, long story short, it was sad, i cried several times throughout the day, and the day before during the viewing.
hmm, not much to say right now, cuz my day is just about to begin, my cousin kevin is on his way down now to pick me up then we going to SF and San Jose, just to chill, who knows what we'll be doing, but were both today and tomorrow so we just going to see what happens, then i'll blog later on how our day went haha.
just got done cleaning cyndy's microwave haha, it was a bitch cleaning that thing..but its cool, dont want to give back all the stuff i was holding for her all dirty and shit haha.
well that's it for now i guess, later days
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Saturday, August 1, 2009
New Jersey
sorry i've been MIA for the past few days, been really busy, and didnt have time to go online other than on my new iphone ;D hahah. but yeah, busy cuz my sister's friend from New Jersey is staying at my house for a week, and we just been showing him around the west coast haha. so far we took him to sacramento, jackson haha, and on thursday we went to san francisco, let me tell you that day was crazy, cuz i took my car and driving a stick on those hills was crazyyyyy, i thought i could handle it cuz i've been driving stick for awhile now, but my palms were sweating, and i was really nervous! shit was hella steep!!! i got pictures haha. my clutch was burrrrnnniiiiing...so bad..smelt bad to gahhh. newho, the next day i had work, so i didnt get to go with them to six flags, boo. today im in yuba city at my cousins house for my annual min family reunion from all around to celebrate my grandma's birthday..yeah that's pretty much it, ima try to catch up on reading up on blogs..later days
things i learned that is different from New Jersey and California..no carl's jr, jack n the box, or in n out, over there..but they do have white castle! uhm, they have someone pump their gas for them and it is illegal to do so your self, and the car pool lanes are also known as HOV lanes (high occupancy vehicles) they dont say HELLA and say MAD COOL or MEAN like for same example, wow that's a mean jawbreaker (talking about a jawbreaker size of a small baseball! haha i thought that was funny, shut up...haha theres LOTS more to, but i think its pretty interesting.
things i learned that is different from New Jersey and California..no carl's jr, jack n the box, or in n out, over there..but they do have white castle! uhm, they have someone pump their gas for them and it is illegal to do so your self, and the car pool lanes are also known as HOV lanes (high occupancy vehicles) they dont say HELLA and say MAD COOL or MEAN like for same example, wow that's a mean jawbreaker (talking about a jawbreaker size of a small baseball! haha i thought that was funny, shut up...haha theres LOTS more to, but i think its pretty interesting.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Twitterriffic
today, woke up around 10am, texted my BE to see if she was doing better, she was having a bad night, havn't slept on the phone in awhile..it was nice. arnold and his brother and sister came over, we just chilled in the living room then we decided we wanted to eat something, made a quick run to the grocery store cuz we had baked potatoes! mmmm. i love baked potatoes! and this was the first time i made them at home..turned out yummy, i put hellaaa sour cream haha. after i ate, had to get ready for work, went to work, and today was a pretty chill day, had bible study class, and bingo today. did some paperwork. after work went to in n out, just got done eating it, now just chillin in my room watching comedy central =) later days..
i do not use the label "bestfriend" loosely, if i claim you as my bestfriend, then best believe that i mean it..you weren't there that night, you DO NOT know what happened, yes i was wasted, but i'm not stupid..i love you, but you have to hear me out..
i do not use the label "bestfriend" loosely, if i claim you as my bestfriend, then best believe that i mean it..you weren't there that night, you DO NOT know what happened, yes i was wasted, but i'm not stupid..i love you, but you have to hear me out..
Friday, July 24, 2009
My 22nd Birthday
so starting with 12am...
first set of texts were from nichelle, about 50+ of the same texts saying happy birthday sucker! =) or something in that nature, followed by a few more close friends, and some friends i was surprised stayed up to text me at 12! thanks guys, oh and the only phone call i got was from angelyn, my (ex) ex in parenthesis, haha ask me why..and thanks to cyndy who waited till 3am ;D that's a first ahah, and the longest text i got to. and thanks to princess for the LATEST text, haha, there were some after her, but damn, i was expecting an ealier one, haha, jk! i love you!.
woke up around 8am, told nichelle and arnold to get ready cuz they wanted to come with me to spend my day at san jose till my dinner at 8 at BJ's. got to san jose at around 11, picked up angelyn..and spent the day at santana row and valley fair mall. *sigh* as much as i hate admitting it..but i do miss her..i just happened to get the short end of the stick, and someone else got to her before i did..i was picked second..for awhile i was all butt hurt..but its been a year, and since i still wanted to maintain a nice relationship with her, i asked if i can hang out with her..so while we are the mall and urban outfitters at santana row, when ever we were alone, (while nichelle and arnold wandered off) i honestly got butterflies, and was super nervous around her, especially in the fitting room at Urban..she was dressing me, and i was shaking..omg, im not sure why..but all i can say the song "weak" came into mind LOL. she's not with you anymore ralph..does she feel the same? does she miss me to? all these questions running through my head..and during the whole time, she was so flirty unless im reading her wrong? but damn..i was like, damn, i really do miss her, i didnt tell her anything though..
on the way home, i told the ppl in the car how i felt about my ex, they told me its ok to miss someone, but just keep moving forward..etc etc. when we got back to stockton, barely had time to get ready and head to BJ's for my dinner..damn, when i got there long story short, i was already drunk within 30 minutes of being there! i downed 3 AMFs each in like 15 seconds or less..i have video to prove it!! it was so bad, i didnt even get to have dinner! they took me outside, cuz i was yacking GAHHHH!! i was crying cuz i felt so bad that ppl were in still inside and i barely got there, i was crying out for nichelle, she wasn't there at the time cuz she had a family thing to do, and was going to show up later..but i was REALLY crying , yelling her name, "someone call nichelle pleeeaase" so they get a hold of her and tell her that i'm crying for her, she comes , takes me home..i really dont know what happened after that..threw up more at home, all the way to the next morning..ended up calling in for work..blahhh!!
today, after being sober enough to reply to everyones myspace and facebook greetings haha, which i barely did just now..but during work, i couldnt help to think about that day in san jose..i told angelyn how i felt, and how i couldnt make it to her party tonight, cuz i dont want to go there, knowing that i'm not with her anymore.. she understands completely..i dont blame her..but can i blame myself? i've just been through alot with her..more than even my official ex gf, i dont even KIT with her, but with angelyn, its diff, i should hold this grudge on what she did, but i honestly want a healthy relationship, she's still there when i need her..
instead of taking a nap when i got home, arnold and yoshi asked to come over, so we're just chillin..i have to get ready soon to go to my grandpa's prayer..he past yesterday =/ dont really want to talk about that but yeah..crazy few days huh? later days..
first set of texts were from nichelle, about 50+ of the same texts saying happy birthday sucker! =) or something in that nature, followed by a few more close friends, and some friends i was surprised stayed up to text me at 12! thanks guys, oh and the only phone call i got was from angelyn, my (ex) ex in parenthesis, haha ask me why..and thanks to cyndy who waited till 3am ;D that's a first ahah, and the longest text i got to. and thanks to princess for the LATEST text, haha, there were some after her, but damn, i was expecting an ealier one, haha, jk! i love you!.
woke up around 8am, told nichelle and arnold to get ready cuz they wanted to come with me to spend my day at san jose till my dinner at 8 at BJ's. got to san jose at around 11, picked up angelyn..and spent the day at santana row and valley fair mall. *sigh* as much as i hate admitting it..but i do miss her..i just happened to get the short end of the stick, and someone else got to her before i did..i was picked second..for awhile i was all butt hurt..but its been a year, and since i still wanted to maintain a nice relationship with her, i asked if i can hang out with her..so while we are the mall and urban outfitters at santana row, when ever we were alone, (while nichelle and arnold wandered off) i honestly got butterflies, and was super nervous around her, especially in the fitting room at Urban..she was dressing me, and i was shaking..omg, im not sure why..but all i can say the song "weak" came into mind LOL. she's not with you anymore ralph..does she feel the same? does she miss me to? all these questions running through my head..and during the whole time, she was so flirty unless im reading her wrong? but damn..i was like, damn, i really do miss her, i didnt tell her anything though..
on the way home, i told the ppl in the car how i felt about my ex, they told me its ok to miss someone, but just keep moving forward..etc etc. when we got back to stockton, barely had time to get ready and head to BJ's for my dinner..damn, when i got there long story short, i was already drunk within 30 minutes of being there! i downed 3 AMFs each in like 15 seconds or less..i have video to prove it!! it was so bad, i didnt even get to have dinner! they took me outside, cuz i was yacking GAHHHH!! i was crying cuz i felt so bad that ppl were in still inside and i barely got there, i was crying out for nichelle, she wasn't there at the time cuz she had a family thing to do, and was going to show up later..but i was REALLY crying , yelling her name, "someone call nichelle pleeeaase" so they get a hold of her and tell her that i'm crying for her, she comes , takes me home..i really dont know what happened after that..threw up more at home, all the way to the next morning..ended up calling in for work..blahhh!!
today, after being sober enough to reply to everyones myspace and facebook greetings haha, which i barely did just now..but during work, i couldnt help to think about that day in san jose..i told angelyn how i felt, and how i couldnt make it to her party tonight, cuz i dont want to go there, knowing that i'm not with her anymore.. she understands completely..i dont blame her..but can i blame myself? i've just been through alot with her..more than even my official ex gf, i dont even KIT with her, but with angelyn, its diff, i should hold this grudge on what she did, but i honestly want a healthy relationship, she's still there when i need her..
instead of taking a nap when i got home, arnold and yoshi asked to come over, so we're just chillin..i have to get ready soon to go to my grandpa's prayer..he past yesterday =/ dont really want to talk about that but yeah..crazy few days huh? later days..
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
iPhone 3G s
yeeeeeeeah buddy, got myself my birthday present today, haha the new iphone =) i love it. i wasn't really going to get it, but shhiiiit, i felt like spoiling myself haha.
last night, i was off, just pretty much spent my day roaming around stockton with my bestfriend. ate sushi and all that good stuff. then later that night, went to a bon fire, it was alright, nothing to exciting watching wood burn though ahha, went home around 1am, slept and got ready for another fully day off haha
today, didnt do much either, again more stockton roaming, but this time with my neighbors yoshi and arnold, got my iphone, ate at mickey d's and i just got home from the park. my birthday is in less than 3 hours! yeeeeeeee!!
last night, i was off, just pretty much spent my day roaming around stockton with my bestfriend. ate sushi and all that good stuff. then later that night, went to a bon fire, it was alright, nothing to exciting watching wood burn though ahha, went home around 1am, slept and got ready for another fully day off haha
today, didnt do much either, again more stockton roaming, but this time with my neighbors yoshi and arnold, got my iphone, ate at mickey d's and i just got home from the park. my birthday is in less than 3 hours! yeeeeeeee!!
Friday, July 17, 2009
Wizards on Deck with Hannah Montana
too lazy and hot to thoroughly back track and blog about the last few days. sorry haha.
today met up with my EBF gina and had lunch, then ran a few errands before we headed home. we were suppose to go out again tonight to the club, but plans changed..AGAIN. haha we were suppose to go out last week or was it the week before? idk. i just know i havn't been out in so long, and i want to go out!! took a nap at home, after chillin with yoshi before he left to work. when i woke up, met up with my mom with my brother and sister at wal mart, after some shopping we went to ate pho..mMmmM havn't had some in awhile. it was good. now i'm home..its hot as hell, and i'm hella bored. haha.
should i just give up in trying to see her? damn, just a simple hello would put a smile on my face.. i should stop asking huh? and if she wants to see me, then she would of told me right? OHHHH WELL!! i'm done!
what did put a smile on my face though was watching Wizards on deck with hannah montana! hahaha, brenda song and selena gomez on the same show? come on.. can it get better than that?? haha they were both looking hella sexy in this 3episode show to ;D haha
my upgrade on my cellphone is coming up.. i'm leaning towards the new iphone 3gs now!! omg..idk what to do with my life..ha! later days
today met up with my EBF gina and had lunch, then ran a few errands before we headed home. we were suppose to go out again tonight to the club, but plans changed..AGAIN. haha we were suppose to go out last week or was it the week before? idk. i just know i havn't been out in so long, and i want to go out!! took a nap at home, after chillin with yoshi before he left to work. when i woke up, met up with my mom with my brother and sister at wal mart, after some shopping we went to ate pho..mMmmM havn't had some in awhile. it was good. now i'm home..its hot as hell, and i'm hella bored. haha.
should i just give up in trying to see her? damn, just a simple hello would put a smile on my face.. i should stop asking huh? and if she wants to see me, then she would of told me right? OHHHH WELL!! i'm done!
what did put a smile on my face though was watching Wizards on deck with hannah montana! hahaha, brenda song and selena gomez on the same show? come on.. can it get better than that?? haha they were both looking hella sexy in this 3episode show to ;D haha
my upgrade on my cellphone is coming up.. i'm leaning towards the new iphone 3gs now!! omg..idk what to do with my life..ha! later days
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Happy birthday Krissy
so i was on youtube all morning, and prolly will be back on again after this haha since i dont work till 3pm. anywho, i was watching Cathy Nguyen's and Andrew Garcia's videos, and i really like em! i loved her rendition of poker face.i was literally smiling throughout the whole video, cuz she was so making it her own in a funny way but i still loved how she sang it. she has a great voice. i forgot the user name is i think like lilcdawg or something, i think that's right.
newho, so my birthay is in 8 days, who's excited with me? haha idk how excited i am. after my 21st birthday, all up coming birthdays are just another day now haha. i'm not even sure what i'm doing on my birthday, i have it off, and the day is free. that night i know is that going out with a few friends for 25cent wings and drink specials, haha. but we'll see what's up as the day gets closer.
its been an interesting summer yet again. the last two summers were mostly stressful, last summer i was talking to someone, the summer before that broke up with someone, and this summer, hmm, hard to say. but i do miss her =/
hopefully work will go smoothly today, last night, i was so irriated from this one resident, i just wanted to EXPLODE, no joke. but i love my job and did the right thing and kept walking away.
well that's pretty much it for now..later days
newho, so my birthay is in 8 days, who's excited with me? haha idk how excited i am. after my 21st birthday, all up coming birthdays are just another day now haha. i'm not even sure what i'm doing on my birthday, i have it off, and the day is free. that night i know is that going out with a few friends for 25cent wings and drink specials, haha. but we'll see what's up as the day gets closer.
its been an interesting summer yet again. the last two summers were mostly stressful, last summer i was talking to someone, the summer before that broke up with someone, and this summer, hmm, hard to say. but i do miss her =/
hopefully work will go smoothly today, last night, i was so irriated from this one resident, i just wanted to EXPLODE, no joke. but i love my job and did the right thing and kept walking away.
well that's pretty much it for now..later days
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