today, woke up around 10am, texted my BE to see if she was doing better, she was having a bad night, havn't slept on the phone in awhile..it was nice. arnold and his brother and sister came over, we just chilled in the living room then we decided we wanted to eat something, made a quick run to the grocery store cuz we had baked potatoes! mmmm. i love baked potatoes! and this was the first time i made them at home..turned out yummy, i put hellaaa sour cream haha. after i ate, had to get ready for work, went to work, and today was a pretty chill day, had bible study class, and bingo today. did some paperwork. after work went to in n out, just got done eating it, now just chillin in my room watching comedy central =) later days..
i do not use the label "bestfriend" loosely, if i claim you as my bestfriend, then best believe that i mean it..you weren't there that night, you DO NOT know what happened, yes i was wasted, but i'm not stupid..i love you, but you have to hear me out..
Monday, July 27, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
My 22nd Birthday
so starting with 12am...
first set of texts were from nichelle, about 50+ of the same texts saying happy birthday sucker! =) or something in that nature, followed by a few more close friends, and some friends i was surprised stayed up to text me at 12! thanks guys, oh and the only phone call i got was from angelyn, my (ex) ex in parenthesis, haha ask me why..and thanks to cyndy who waited till 3am ;D that's a first ahah, and the longest text i got to. and thanks to princess for the LATEST text, haha, there were some after her, but damn, i was expecting an ealier one, haha, jk! i love you!.
woke up around 8am, told nichelle and arnold to get ready cuz they wanted to come with me to spend my day at san jose till my dinner at 8 at BJ's. got to san jose at around 11, picked up angelyn..and spent the day at santana row and valley fair mall. *sigh* as much as i hate admitting it..but i do miss her..i just happened to get the short end of the stick, and someone else got to her before i did..i was picked second..for awhile i was all butt hurt..but its been a year, and since i still wanted to maintain a nice relationship with her, i asked if i can hang out with her..so while we are the mall and urban outfitters at santana row, when ever we were alone, (while nichelle and arnold wandered off) i honestly got butterflies, and was super nervous around her, especially in the fitting room at Urban..she was dressing me, and i was shaking..omg, im not sure why..but all i can say the song "weak" came into mind LOL. she's not with you anymore ralph..does she feel the same? does she miss me to? all these questions running through my head..and during the whole time, she was so flirty unless im reading her wrong? but damn..i was like, damn, i really do miss her, i didnt tell her anything though..
on the way home, i told the ppl in the car how i felt about my ex, they told me its ok to miss someone, but just keep moving forward..etc etc. when we got back to stockton, barely had time to get ready and head to BJ's for my dinner..damn, when i got there long story short, i was already drunk within 30 minutes of being there! i downed 3 AMFs each in like 15 seconds or less..i have video to prove it!! it was so bad, i didnt even get to have dinner! they took me outside, cuz i was yacking GAHHHH!! i was crying cuz i felt so bad that ppl were in still inside and i barely got there, i was crying out for nichelle, she wasn't there at the time cuz she had a family thing to do, and was going to show up later..but i was REALLY crying , yelling her name, "someone call nichelle pleeeaase" so they get a hold of her and tell her that i'm crying for her, she comes , takes me home..i really dont know what happened after that..threw up more at home, all the way to the next morning..ended up calling in for work..blahhh!!
today, after being sober enough to reply to everyones myspace and facebook greetings haha, which i barely did just now..but during work, i couldnt help to think about that day in san jose..i told angelyn how i felt, and how i couldnt make it to her party tonight, cuz i dont want to go there, knowing that i'm not with her anymore.. she understands completely..i dont blame her..but can i blame myself? i've just been through alot with her..more than even my official ex gf, i dont even KIT with her, but with angelyn, its diff, i should hold this grudge on what she did, but i honestly want a healthy relationship, she's still there when i need her..
instead of taking a nap when i got home, arnold and yoshi asked to come over, so we're just chillin..i have to get ready soon to go to my grandpa's prayer..he past yesterday =/ dont really want to talk about that but yeah..crazy few days huh? later days..
first set of texts were from nichelle, about 50+ of the same texts saying happy birthday sucker! =) or something in that nature, followed by a few more close friends, and some friends i was surprised stayed up to text me at 12! thanks guys, oh and the only phone call i got was from angelyn, my (ex) ex in parenthesis, haha ask me why..and thanks to cyndy who waited till 3am ;D that's a first ahah, and the longest text i got to. and thanks to princess for the LATEST text, haha, there were some after her, but damn, i was expecting an ealier one, haha, jk! i love you!.
woke up around 8am, told nichelle and arnold to get ready cuz they wanted to come with me to spend my day at san jose till my dinner at 8 at BJ's. got to san jose at around 11, picked up angelyn..and spent the day at santana row and valley fair mall. *sigh* as much as i hate admitting it..but i do miss her..i just happened to get the short end of the stick, and someone else got to her before i did..i was picked second..for awhile i was all butt hurt..but its been a year, and since i still wanted to maintain a nice relationship with her, i asked if i can hang out with her..so while we are the mall and urban outfitters at santana row, when ever we were alone, (while nichelle and arnold wandered off) i honestly got butterflies, and was super nervous around her, especially in the fitting room at Urban..she was dressing me, and i was shaking..omg, im not sure why..but all i can say the song "weak" came into mind LOL. she's not with you anymore ralph..does she feel the same? does she miss me to? all these questions running through my head..and during the whole time, she was so flirty unless im reading her wrong? but damn..i was like, damn, i really do miss her, i didnt tell her anything though..
on the way home, i told the ppl in the car how i felt about my ex, they told me its ok to miss someone, but just keep moving forward..etc etc. when we got back to stockton, barely had time to get ready and head to BJ's for my dinner..damn, when i got there long story short, i was already drunk within 30 minutes of being there! i downed 3 AMFs each in like 15 seconds or less..i have video to prove it!! it was so bad, i didnt even get to have dinner! they took me outside, cuz i was yacking GAHHHH!! i was crying cuz i felt so bad that ppl were in still inside and i barely got there, i was crying out for nichelle, she wasn't there at the time cuz she had a family thing to do, and was going to show up later..but i was REALLY crying , yelling her name, "someone call nichelle pleeeaase" so they get a hold of her and tell her that i'm crying for her, she comes , takes me home..i really dont know what happened after that..threw up more at home, all the way to the next morning..ended up calling in for work..blahhh!!
today, after being sober enough to reply to everyones myspace and facebook greetings haha, which i barely did just now..but during work, i couldnt help to think about that day in san jose..i told angelyn how i felt, and how i couldnt make it to her party tonight, cuz i dont want to go there, knowing that i'm not with her anymore.. she understands completely..i dont blame her..but can i blame myself? i've just been through alot with her..more than even my official ex gf, i dont even KIT with her, but with angelyn, its diff, i should hold this grudge on what she did, but i honestly want a healthy relationship, she's still there when i need her..
instead of taking a nap when i got home, arnold and yoshi asked to come over, so we're just chillin..i have to get ready soon to go to my grandpa's prayer..he past yesterday =/ dont really want to talk about that but yeah..crazy few days huh? later days..
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
iPhone 3G s
yeeeeeeeah buddy, got myself my birthday present today, haha the new iphone =) i love it. i wasn't really going to get it, but shhiiiit, i felt like spoiling myself haha.
last night, i was off, just pretty much spent my day roaming around stockton with my bestfriend. ate sushi and all that good stuff. then later that night, went to a bon fire, it was alright, nothing to exciting watching wood burn though ahha, went home around 1am, slept and got ready for another fully day off haha
today, didnt do much either, again more stockton roaming, but this time with my neighbors yoshi and arnold, got my iphone, ate at mickey d's and i just got home from the park. my birthday is in less than 3 hours! yeeeeeeee!!
last night, i was off, just pretty much spent my day roaming around stockton with my bestfriend. ate sushi and all that good stuff. then later that night, went to a bon fire, it was alright, nothing to exciting watching wood burn though ahha, went home around 1am, slept and got ready for another fully day off haha
today, didnt do much either, again more stockton roaming, but this time with my neighbors yoshi and arnold, got my iphone, ate at mickey d's and i just got home from the park. my birthday is in less than 3 hours! yeeeeeeee!!
Friday, July 17, 2009
Wizards on Deck with Hannah Montana
too lazy and hot to thoroughly back track and blog about the last few days. sorry haha.
today met up with my EBF gina and had lunch, then ran a few errands before we headed home. we were suppose to go out again tonight to the club, but plans changed..AGAIN. haha we were suppose to go out last week or was it the week before? idk. i just know i havn't been out in so long, and i want to go out!! took a nap at home, after chillin with yoshi before he left to work. when i woke up, met up with my mom with my brother and sister at wal mart, after some shopping we went to ate pho..mMmmM havn't had some in awhile. it was good. now i'm home..its hot as hell, and i'm hella bored. haha.
should i just give up in trying to see her? damn, just a simple hello would put a smile on my face.. i should stop asking huh? and if she wants to see me, then she would of told me right? OHHHH WELL!! i'm done!
what did put a smile on my face though was watching Wizards on deck with hannah montana! hahaha, brenda song and selena gomez on the same show? come on.. can it get better than that?? haha they were both looking hella sexy in this 3episode show to ;D haha
my upgrade on my cellphone is coming up.. i'm leaning towards the new iphone 3gs now!! omg..idk what to do with my life..ha! later days
today met up with my EBF gina and had lunch, then ran a few errands before we headed home. we were suppose to go out again tonight to the club, but plans changed..AGAIN. haha we were suppose to go out last week or was it the week before? idk. i just know i havn't been out in so long, and i want to go out!! took a nap at home, after chillin with yoshi before he left to work. when i woke up, met up with my mom with my brother and sister at wal mart, after some shopping we went to ate pho..mMmmM havn't had some in awhile. it was good. now i'm home..its hot as hell, and i'm hella bored. haha.
should i just give up in trying to see her? damn, just a simple hello would put a smile on my face.. i should stop asking huh? and if she wants to see me, then she would of told me right? OHHHH WELL!! i'm done!
what did put a smile on my face though was watching Wizards on deck with hannah montana! hahaha, brenda song and selena gomez on the same show? come on.. can it get better than that?? haha they were both looking hella sexy in this 3episode show to ;D haha
my upgrade on my cellphone is coming up.. i'm leaning towards the new iphone 3gs now!! omg..idk what to do with my life..ha! later days
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Happy birthday Krissy
so i was on youtube all morning, and prolly will be back on again after this haha since i dont work till 3pm. anywho, i was watching Cathy Nguyen's and Andrew Garcia's videos, and i really like em! i loved her rendition of poker face.i was literally smiling throughout the whole video, cuz she was so making it her own in a funny way but i still loved how she sang it. she has a great voice. i forgot the user name is i think like lilcdawg or something, i think that's right.
newho, so my birthay is in 8 days, who's excited with me? haha idk how excited i am. after my 21st birthday, all up coming birthdays are just another day now haha. i'm not even sure what i'm doing on my birthday, i have it off, and the day is free. that night i know is that going out with a few friends for 25cent wings and drink specials, haha. but we'll see what's up as the day gets closer.
its been an interesting summer yet again. the last two summers were mostly stressful, last summer i was talking to someone, the summer before that broke up with someone, and this summer, hmm, hard to say. but i do miss her =/
hopefully work will go smoothly today, last night, i was so irriated from this one resident, i just wanted to EXPLODE, no joke. but i love my job and did the right thing and kept walking away.
well that's pretty much it for now..later days
newho, so my birthay is in 8 days, who's excited with me? haha idk how excited i am. after my 21st birthday, all up coming birthdays are just another day now haha. i'm not even sure what i'm doing on my birthday, i have it off, and the day is free. that night i know is that going out with a few friends for 25cent wings and drink specials, haha. but we'll see what's up as the day gets closer.
its been an interesting summer yet again. the last two summers were mostly stressful, last summer i was talking to someone, the summer before that broke up with someone, and this summer, hmm, hard to say. but i do miss her =/
hopefully work will go smoothly today, last night, i was so irriated from this one resident, i just wanted to EXPLODE, no joke. but i love my job and did the right thing and kept walking away.
well that's pretty much it for now..later days
Sunday, July 12, 2009
La Isla Bonita
wow, havn't gotten able to log on to my blogger in awhile, and it took me about half an hour trying to catch up on blogs. though i'm just following two ppl, they write alot! haha i wish i can blog longer, but i tend to get ADD and when i remember something to type out i already pressed the publish post button HAHA.
friday after work i gina texts me "lets go to chivitas" on my way home i'm texting her , "yay, lets go, i havn't been out in awhile" she goes ok i'll let you know when were about to leave, "10 mins later she goes, nvm were not going anymore, HAHA! man, i was so excited to go out to! its cool, the first friday of august, theres going to be another Session, that's when i guess my birthday celebration is going to be at. just like last year, i'll be on the August flyer, not the July flyer, haha. so that night, didnt do much just had some friends over and we just chilled at my house.
saturday morning, had to work AM shift, there was a new employee and they put him with me to shadow, i was cool with, i like training new ppl, its fun. and that day there was an outing trip to go the haggin museum at victory park, i was excited to go cuz i havn't been there yet! thought i lived in stockton about 20 years of my life! so we got there like around 11am, and it turned out to be closed still till 130pm!! maaaan! my spirit was broken, guess i still wont be able top visit that damn museum haha, someone take me pleaaaaasse!! after work, went home, step bro was here visiting, he wanted me to come with him so he can get his new phone, so i went with him to best buy, he got the phone that ima be getting later this month! the lg xenon, maaan now were going to have the same phone! haha, its cool, i hardly see that guy. after the mall, and after eating at Ono Hawaiian BBQ mmmm. headed back home got ready then headed to our grandmas house cuz it was her birthday. it was boring cuz they were all playing bingo and i get enough of that at work! haha. so i texted yoshi to pick me up, so i can go to my neighbor's dad's birthday to, spent the rest of the night there, had like 6 beers, idr the exact amount, i lost count haha. it was fun though, just being able to chill with friends i havn't seen in awhile to. walked home like at 130 in the morning, hella long walk (across the street) haha, knocked out as soon as i hit my bed.
today, woke up to gina's random morning texts on the weekends when i'm not working "wake up foo!!" haha, when i hear my phone ring so early in the morning, i know its her, esp on the weekends. so we texted for awhile, just being hella random, as i'm half asleep, and then as i'm falling back asleep, she calls me, DDAAAA HECK i said, she goes shut up i have something to say, then she tells this news at work, and i'm like WTF??? kinda thing, she goes yeah, ok go back to sleep, ahha i did, woke up back at 1030, went on the comp. and now i'm about to get ready for church, hopefully i updated enough haha, later days
friday after work i gina texts me "lets go to chivitas" on my way home i'm texting her , "yay, lets go, i havn't been out in awhile" she goes ok i'll let you know when were about to leave, "10 mins later she goes, nvm were not going anymore, HAHA! man, i was so excited to go out to! its cool, the first friday of august, theres going to be another Session, that's when i guess my birthday celebration is going to be at. just like last year, i'll be on the August flyer, not the July flyer, haha. so that night, didnt do much just had some friends over and we just chilled at my house.
saturday morning, had to work AM shift, there was a new employee and they put him with me to shadow, i was cool with, i like training new ppl, its fun. and that day there was an outing trip to go the haggin museum at victory park, i was excited to go cuz i havn't been there yet! thought i lived in stockton about 20 years of my life! so we got there like around 11am, and it turned out to be closed still till 130pm!! maaaan! my spirit was broken, guess i still wont be able top visit that damn museum haha, someone take me pleaaaaasse!! after work, went home, step bro was here visiting, he wanted me to come with him so he can get his new phone, so i went with him to best buy, he got the phone that ima be getting later this month! the lg xenon, maaan now were going to have the same phone! haha, its cool, i hardly see that guy. after the mall, and after eating at Ono Hawaiian BBQ mmmm. headed back home got ready then headed to our grandmas house cuz it was her birthday. it was boring cuz they were all playing bingo and i get enough of that at work! haha. so i texted yoshi to pick me up, so i can go to my neighbor's dad's birthday to, spent the rest of the night there, had like 6 beers, idr the exact amount, i lost count haha. it was fun though, just being able to chill with friends i havn't seen in awhile to. walked home like at 130 in the morning, hella long walk (across the street) haha, knocked out as soon as i hit my bed.
today, woke up to gina's random morning texts on the weekends when i'm not working "wake up foo!!" haha, when i hear my phone ring so early in the morning, i know its her, esp on the weekends. so we texted for awhile, just being hella random, as i'm half asleep, and then as i'm falling back asleep, she calls me, DDAAAA HECK i said, she goes shut up i have something to say, then she tells this news at work, and i'm like WTF??? kinda thing, she goes yeah, ok go back to sleep, ahha i did, woke up back at 1030, went on the comp. and now i'm about to get ready for church, hopefully i updated enough haha, later days
Thursday, July 9, 2009
AWOL
so today, was my first morning shift this month, and yay, i didnt spill my coffee this time! haha. so yeah, i was in the activity room doing paperwork, then i hear on the intercom "CODE GREEN..BACK PATIO..CODE GREEN BACK PATIO!!" code green is what you call out, when we need staff help, STAT! like if you can, RUN THE FAST AS YOU MAY towards the direction where they page is telling you go to , cuz usually it is a resident being assaultive, and we need hella heads to take them down .. etc etc. but not this time, it was for an AWOL (absence without leave) attempt! ) so when i heard the page on the intercom, i stopped what i was doing, run out the door, towards the back patio, i see gina then she yells, " hurry! ....... jumped over the fall!!" craaaaap, so i run outside, thinking where to start climbing this wall, so i just force myself over, and started sprinting through these apartments i find him trying to hide behind a dumpster, luckily he didn't fight back, cuz me and my other coworker who jumped the wall with me, did not want to start fighting with this lil guy haha. so luckily he was cooperative to walk back, but he just kept cussing at as haha, then i called work, to tell them to bring a van around and pick us up..hellaaaa out of breath when we got back to work, noticed that my elbow was bleeding..guess i scraped myself jumping the wall..haha battle scars..oh man was that an adrenaline rush today. but our bosses said next time, we're suppose to just call the police and let them handle it, but from our training, that's what our instinct do was, chase after these escapees ahha, but they keep changing the rules so idk what will happen next time..after work, went home took my usual nap, didnt sleep long, cuz its hot today, gahhhhhh. now i'm watching gangland on history channel, pretty interesting show, you should watch a few episodes, i have it on record series on my dvr haha, well that's it for now later days..
"its not what you're doing..i can care less..but its who you're doing it with that bothers me"
"its not what you're doing..i can care less..but its who you're doing it with that bothers me"
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