filippy floppies

so yeah, today i was suppose to have class at 9..but i just woke up like 30 minutes ago..haha so i missed it..i had a crazy night..celebrating 420! bad i know, but yeah, all i had was a headache and felt hella sick like i wanted to throw up..and hella emo status for some reason =( i kept reminiscing about past bullshit..and how i always ask the question..is happiness to much to ask for? idk, i beat myself up about alot of shit, even its not my fault..i think to much , as most people would say. so yeah that's part of why i had a hard time sleeping last night..and waking up late today..i have work later at 3, so i hope i'll be and ready by then haha. tomorrow is payday, thank goodness..i'm broke..i havn't been broke in so long, it feels wierd asking to borrow money from my mother haha, when its usually the other way around.